Begitu gue sampe masjid, ada hal yang tidak biasa. Hari ini gue dateng sendiri, temen-temen gue punya urusan mereka masing-masing. Gue menginjakkan kaki di masjid yang udah ramai ini, karena gue dateng bener-bener pas adzan Isya dimulai, sengaja. Maksudnya supaya gue nggak perlu nahan kentut dan kencing lebih lama.
Sholat Isya pun dimulai, dan pada akhirnya selesai. Tapi begitu udah mau mulai traweh, gue menyadari sesuatu. Bukan cuma kencing sama kentut aja yang harus ditahan. BAB juga, tapi bukan itu yang gue maksud. Godaan lainnya adalah...ngantuk. Apa yang bisa menyebabkan gue ngantuk disaat setelah gue sholat Isya? Sesuatu yang tidak biasa. Atau mungkin gue capek karena otak gue yang penuh informasi penting ini selalu digunakan, jadi perlu istirahat. Atau gue banyak pikiran karena banyak PR yang belom dikerjakan, sementara otak gue ini terlalu pintar, jadi bingung mau mulai yang mana? Terlalu pintar. Ya, pintar.
Rasa ngantuk ini pun menggerogoti mata gue, dan pada akhirnya seluruh tubuh gue terguncang, mau jatoh. Ibu-ibu di sebelah kanan gue ngeliatin, agak takut-takut gitu. Gue terhuyung-huyung memutar-mutar kepala, sampai akhirnya mata gue sama si ibu-ibu itu ketemu. Gue nyengir, tapi ibu itu malah memalingkan pandangan, agak ngeri. Gue juga jadi takut tanpa alasan.
Sholat traweh pun dimulai, dan mata gue udah buka tutup kedap-kedip lebih sering daripada normalnya. Gue paksain melotot, dan tau-tau rasanya gue mau ketawa ngebayangin muka gue yang lagi melotot ini. Sayangnya rasa geli-nahan-ketawa itu juga terkalahkan sama rasa ngantuk gue ini.
Gue nggak fokus, berdoa aja gue nggak jatoh dan mempermalukan diri gue sendiri. Dengan sadar-nggak-sadar-agak-sadar gue menampar pipi kanan gue dengan tangan kanan, karena akan aneh kalau gue tampar dengan tangan kiri. Sejenak mata gue terbuka lebar, kedip-kedip, terus rasanya merem lagi.
Sujudpun tiba, gue udah mulai awake. Tapi begitu harusnya duduk diantara dua sujud, gue tergoda untuk sujud terus. Sampai akhirnya gue merasa nggak enak, gue langsung bangun, lalu sujud lagi. Sujud rasanya nikmaaaaaaaaaaat tapi beruntung gue nggak kebawa suasana, gue bangun lagi.
Rakaat ketiga, gue lebih parah lagi. Gue udah mulai nggak fokus, karena si imam lagi baca surat apa, gue baca surat ya-Allah-sadarkan-aku-sekarang sambil menyangkutkan tangan kanan gue di pipi dan mata, nyubit-nyubit muka gue sendiri. Bahkan di rakaat selanjutnya, gue mulai loncat-loncat kecil, yang melengkapi diri gue sebagai makhluk-muslim-mengerikan.
Gue jadi kepikiran sama tugas sekolah gue yang belom selesai, yang harus pake kertas HVS tapi gue nggak punya, yang harus tempel foto gue tapi gue belom siap untuk masuk ke layar TV dan terkenal, yang harus menulis di atas kertas saat tangan gue hanya siap untuk subway suffers dan angry bird.
Pada akhirnya gue bener-bener berdoa supaya tugasnya cepat selesai dengan sendirinya, mungkin. Tadinya gue mau membatalkan traweh dan langsung lari ke rumah dan tidur, bangun pada waktu sahur dan makan padahal udah adzan subuh. Gue harus bertahan di traweh ini sampai witir.
Gue berdoa lagi, gue yakin kalau gue berusaha, gue akan melewati cobaan yang berkah ini.
Begitu rakaat yang ke 7, gue merasa ada yang agak aneh dan mengejutkan dan membuat gue bahagia. Imamnya baca surat panjang yang pendek! Tidak sepanjang sebelum-sebelumnya. Gue making bersemangat dan menampar muka gue lagi, dan rasanya pipi kanan gue ini udah mulai panas. Sampai akhirnya traweh selesai, gue alhamdulillah-an sebisa mungkin.
Witir! Perang gue yang terakhir. Di final ini, setelah gue bahagia di rakaat ke 7 dan 8, gue ngantuk lagi. Gue harus percaya bahwa PR yang belom gue kerjain udah siap untuk dibawa besok pagi gatau gimana caranya. Gue pun berdoa, semoga aja gue nggak ngantuk sampe rumah, walaupun barusan adalah godaan yang sangat besar untuk tidak witir di masjid.
Gue pun sholat witir sambil berharap-harap, dan tidak terasa... Witirnya selesai! Gue kira ini rakaat ke dua, tapi ternyata ketiga! Mungkin ini bonus buat gue, dan menurut gue, gue nggak tidur waktu sujud. Ibu-ibu kanan dan kiri gue yang masih ngeliatin gue dengan tatapan aneh mereka juga kayaknya normal-normal aja. Alhamdulillah! Ini adalah keajaiban dan hadiah dari Allah! (menurut gue, sih) tapi gue bersyukur, begitu gue sampe rumah, gue langsung ngerjain PR dan selesai. Gampang! Kenapa nggak dari tadi-tadi?
Dan gue bisa nulis beginian. Hebat ya, gue suka Ramadhan!
Fighting!
Semoga laporan dan project gue mendapatkan hasil yang baik juga, aamiin ya Rabbal'alamiin...!!!
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
Sunset from Train
I was curious, so I took that
Even though the focus lenses not good enough
And because the train went so fast, so it's blur
But anyway, I still love the view, and the photo I was taking, the village was really amazing!
The trees? Hmm I don't remember it but...
It looks good. See? (up) The trees just like a silhouette that makes the photo even better!
But Oh! The sun is gone!
Wait, wait! Is it would be over?
Aaah and finally I should have wait for tomorrow. The sun was gone and go to do it job, for another place on earth. See you back soon, Sun!
I wish I have another chance to take another photo of sunset!
Aamiin!
View on Train, July
Look up! And down!
And this!
Then this!
These photos was taken when I'm on the road, by the train. It was fast so it's so hard to take the near photo. Well, I'm talented B)
And I will miss this view again, so I hope I will have a chance to take a train again and go to (somewhere), also to get this view again. And I wish I will take a better photo, because it's handy-cam, so it doesn't looks like an SLR picture. Well, it's good either to took.
Seniors Graduated
And here's my seniors when they graduated. Congratulations to everyone! I wish I will graduate too some day! And will get the best results!
Don't know why, but hope they will remember me and ma friends in class.
And once again, Congrats! :)
My Juniors
There are my juniors, and the second from the left is cute, isn't he? Hahahah anyways, they come to play harmonica when my brother graduated. Thanks to them, and I got the pictures finally.
Ah, I hope I can know them any longer. Some of them are surrounded me, so I like to get a talk with them too.
And I hope I will come to your graduate guys, in this year.
Ganbatte!
New Class
I'm entering new class, with the same children, exactly. I wish we will spend more time together than before, because it's like the last 'together and same class' we have. We will separate in other school next year. So pitiful, like I don't want to grow old.
I'm getting myself taller than a year ago in the old class, but also my friends are getting taller. My target is 170 cm, and I'll get it.
Well, about my new class, there's nothing different but the subjects. Ms. T.F still teach us until now, and the new is Mrs. RIS. We should fight harder than before in this class, to prove our talent and scores, and survive.
I'm getting nervous, like I said, I don't wanna grow old :( but uh, we must going-to-be even though step by step. Wish me luck, and I hope my days in this class would be great. I don't want to be negative thinking, so it's better to keep it good in a mood. I wish my score and results will get better too, and also the others. Aamiin, ya Rabbal'alamiin.
So, here I am starting new class and new year of school.
Wish me luck!
Bismillahirahmanirahiim... :)
I'm getting myself taller than a year ago in the old class, but also my friends are getting taller. My target is 170 cm, and I'll get it.
Well, about my new class, there's nothing different but the subjects. Ms. T.F still teach us until now, and the new is Mrs. RIS. We should fight harder than before in this class, to prove our talent and scores, and survive.
I'm getting nervous, like I said, I don't wanna grow old :( but uh, we must going-to-be even though step by step. Wish me luck, and I hope my days in this class would be great. I don't want to be negative thinking, so it's better to keep it good in a mood. I wish my score and results will get better too, and also the others. Aamiin, ya Rabbal'alamiin.
So, here I am starting new class and new year of school.
Wish me luck!
Bismillahirahmanirahiim... :)
R.I.P Cory Monteith
He just passed away, July 13 2013
I really love him and he's really young. He passed away at 31 years old. Stay strong Lea Michele and Rest In Peace, Cory Monteith.
We will always love you.
We will miss you.
I love you. I'll miss you.
Friday, July 5, 2013
ENVIOUS WITH THIS CHILD!
This is Greyson's photo in Asia, he's kneel beside the kid. I don't know who is exactly the kid is but I think the kid is very lucky to have a chance to get a photo with Greyson! I don't have my photo with Greyson yet, but I will get it soon enough and so definitely will get it in future!
I want to get a photo with Greyson! It counts too as my dream.
Big dream, big act, big result :)
One Of I Like
I don't know why I like this picture very much, maybe because I've checked the video.
Okay then, I just want to share it.
Enjoy the picture, you could save it though! :)
Don't Have Idea To Write
I don't want to feel forced to, to write something like story. It must be originally comes out of my mind but it doesn't. So I will wait until I ready for it and enough of prepare.
Well, I was in writing class yesterday and it gives me advice and practice indeed of make a story. They give me deadlines and finally I finished it, and it was fun! It really is, even though because it should write on a paper then I'm end up with a horny hand.
Well, I hope I could write a fiction story again, maybe will use M.Word, a good one of a good idea. Wish me luck! :)
Well, I was in writing class yesterday and it gives me advice and practice indeed of make a story. They give me deadlines and finally I finished it, and it was fun! It really is, even though because it should write on a paper then I'm end up with a horny hand.
Well, I hope I could write a fiction story again, maybe will use M.Word, a good one of a good idea. Wish me luck! :)
Vocation! 2013
Finally Holiday comes, and it turns into a month so I have so many days to having fun out of school!
I'm not going anywhere with my friends, because I can do it when it turns into school's days. I want to go to the place i want or stay and play with social networking, meet the old friends.
Well, how do you do guys? Let's be friends, this is will turn into new days and I will be in the new class, 3rd grade!
I'm not going anywhere with my friends, because I can do it when it turns into school's days. I want to go to the place i want or stay and play with social networking, meet the old friends.
Well, how do you do guys? Let's be friends, this is will turn into new days and I will be in the new class, 3rd grade!
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Lose My Mind
I had a girlfriend, but I think she's different right now.
Someone says that when a girl is fall in love, she will be crazy but; she's more cute than usually she is. So I believed that thing, because she always take a look at me.
I think she's hiding something.
The bad thing to happen is, she wants to break up or....
She doesn't love me again.
She's a popular girl and there're so many boys stare at him, also my friends. I'm a football player and I kindly love her.
One day she brings my towel after I did exercise. I remember her smile and little laugh when we were starting to talk. This is my first time to see a girl seriously. I never see a smile like that.
Someone says that when a girl is fall in love, she will be crazy but; she's more cute than usually she is. So I believed that thing, because she always take a look at me.
Even before I got in this relationship with her, I already know the risk to have something like this with a popular girl. I knew she's not a good girl at all, but I think she would change her bad attitude. I think.
But my positive thinking changed.
"Keyla?" I pulled her hand. She turns, and make a forced smile. "Hey where're you going? Are you going home?"
"Y,yeah, of course." She answered. We're under the stairs now and she turns to another side behind me. "Dyland, oh!" She pushed me to the wall. "You're good right now."
"Y,yeah, you too. But what're we doing right now?"
"Something you like that we rarely do before?" She thrust her face to me. She's trying to...
"Stop it Keyla, you never do something like this in school." I pushed her away slowly. "What's wrong with you? Are you afraid of something? What're you hiding..."
"I'm not hiding something!" She responds so sudden. "Ah, I'm sorry. I don't mean to do anything right now." She takes a look at other side and take a breath, like she's very relieved. "Hey I'm going home."
"Oh you could..."
"No." She cuts, "I'm going home by myself." She kisses my cheek and goes away.
There's something wrong with her.
#nextday
"Dude!" Someone tapped my shoulder. "How're you? We rarely meet after you got in relationship! Hahah..."
"Yeah. How're you doing Gigs?"
"Good. Well coach gave me a chance to get in this tournament." He laughs and drinks a mineral water. "Are you playing too? OH! Of course you play, you're a good player hahah I know right."
"Haha thanks dude. I appreciated that."
"Good to know. I admired you, Dyland!" He patted me on the shoulder again. "Eh, how about your relationship with that girl? She's cute..."
"Complicated." I said. Gigs turned. "I think she's hiding something from me that I don't know what is it. She changed a lot and I'm starting to hate her new attitude. She just like a 'naughty girl' right now. It such a different thing when we first meet."
"I'm pity you..." He responds. We keep quiet in a while. "Well....I heard a rumor about this, well i know you hate it when someone interrupt your business but..." He takes a deep breath. "It's hard for you to know, but someone said she's cheating."
"WHAT?!" I jumped, and I realize I start to exaggerating. "What do you mean?!" I sit again.
"Wheh, sorry! Well..." Gigs starts to calm down. "You know the type of me, I don't really care about rumors but...I ever seen them. For example like hug when they want to go home. I'm sorry to hide it, it's up to you to believe me or not but I saw them." He gulped. "I'm sorry, Dyland. I don't mean to hurt or something or separate you guys..."
"No, I believe you." I calmed down. "Thanks for that. It gives me a help."
"Help?" He stares at me. "You want to break up? I don't mean anything to make you do that, I really..."
"Haha calm down, it's okay. I will take discuss or I will cut this relationship when I really saw her with another guy." We laughed then stop.
"But the worst....I heard she played with Brandon."
****
Brandon and I have a good friendship because we came by the same middle school until now. He also a football player, and a playboy. He always talk to me nicely and share any stories that anyone else doesn't know about that.
Maybe sometimes he's annoying and there're some bad attitudes of him. I considered him as my good friend even if he's bad sometimes.
I ever once think that he just used me to be a popular.
I know he's cruel.
But whatever. I don't care about that. We're guys.
And it's Saturday Night, there is a party in his house.
RIINGG *phone's ringing
"Hello?" I answered.
"Dyland! Would you come to the party?"
"Oh, hey Gigs." I stay away from the living room and go to the top, to my room. "Which party do you mean?"
"Brandon invited you, right? Check your message! He said it to me that he would be happy if you here. It's celebrate his birthday, bro!" Gigs said, and it sounds like crowded.
"Yeah, I..."
"Hey, I'm feeling sorry for you and your relationship so... I just want to help you, it's a cheat way anyway." Gigs cuts. "But if you want to know what's your girlfriend did, tell her that you're not going to come. But don't tell Brandon."
"What??" I'm shocked, don't understand what Gigs said. "I'm not going to lie! And it means that I made a trap for her, right? I don't want myself to break it if she doesn't really do anything." I sat on the chair.
"You don't understand, huh?" Gigs sounds silent for a while. "I just try to give an advice. Anyway, it wouldn't be a trap if your girlfriend doesn't do anything, right? It will be fine if your Keyla just sit here with her friends, and it would be a surprise to see you here." He said. "So there will be two possibilities. A surprise one is good; she's not doing anything and you appears so suddenly and make her smile. Another surprise that a bad accounting; she did something bad and you appear, she's shocked and busted."
"You're wondering about the bad things, right?"
"No..no it's not like..."
"It's okay, Gigs. Thank you. I will call her. My mom is here anyway so I have a reason to not coming and not lying." I grinned. "Tell me when the time comes."
"Leave it to me!"
Then the call ends.
"I should tell her." I muttered. I texted her:
Me: Did Brandon invite you to his party? (07.00 pm)
Gf Keyla: Yeah, what bout u? (07.01 pm)
Me: Great. I invited too. Would you come? (07.01 pm)
Gf Keyla: I dunno.....so..what bout ya? (07.07 pm)
Me: You took 5 minutes to reply? Haha Brandon's my good friend, of course I would come! So would you?" (07.08 pm)
Me: We can go together
Gf Keyla: do u think that I should come to his party? My friends are inviting me to their party too so...i dunno.. (07.09 pm)
Me: Which friends do you mean? (07.10 pm)
Gf Keyla: My friends. u interrogated me :( dnt worry just girls (07.11 pm)
Me: I would be jealous if those were guys (07.12 pm)
Gf Keyla: (Y) (07.14 pm)
Gf Keyla: Should i come? (07.14 pm)
Me: It's up to you hunny. (07.14 pm)
Gf Keyla: Will you come? I dont know what is better to stay at home because now I was sick and can't do some stuffs...or u will come to my house (07.15 pm)
Me (draft): Ooh, I'd like to...
Gf Keyla: JK! You can't go to my house my parents are here. (07.15 pm)
Me: Haha i know u were kidding (07.17 pm)
Me (draft): I don't know it's a joke...i would come
Me: I'm going. (07.17 pm)
Gf Keyla: Uh....so thats it im sorry I can't go. See ya. I'll sleep. (07.20 pm)
Me: Okay, good night hun hope you're okay with your sickness. Get well soon. (07.21 pm)
And she doesn't answer me again. It ends.
Now....let's wait until 10 minuets latter....
This time. I'm going to text her again.
Me: Hey, are you sleeping? I'm not going to the party, cause mom is home right now. Hope you have a great dream. (07.34 pm)
And then...
Gf Keyla: I hope you're good!!! :*
What? What was that mean? She haven't slept yet? Will she go to the party??
"Stop it Keyla, you never do something like this in school." I pushed her away slowly. "What's wrong with you? Are you afraid of something? What're you hiding..."
"I'm not hiding something!" She responds so sudden. "Ah, I'm sorry. I don't mean to do anything right now." She takes a look at other side and take a breath, like she's very relieved. "Hey I'm going home."
"Oh you could..."
"No." She cuts, "I'm going home by myself." She kisses my cheek and goes away.
There's something wrong with her.
#nextday
"Dude!" Someone tapped my shoulder. "How're you? We rarely meet after you got in relationship! Hahah..."
"Yeah. How're you doing Gigs?"
"Good. Well coach gave me a chance to get in this tournament." He laughs and drinks a mineral water. "Are you playing too? OH! Of course you play, you're a good player hahah I know right."
"Haha thanks dude. I appreciated that."
"Good to know. I admired you, Dyland!" He patted me on the shoulder again. "Eh, how about your relationship with that girl? She's cute..."
"Complicated." I said. Gigs turned. "I think she's hiding something from me that I don't know what is it. She changed a lot and I'm starting to hate her new attitude. She just like a 'naughty girl' right now. It such a different thing when we first meet."
"I'm pity you..." He responds. We keep quiet in a while. "Well....I heard a rumor about this, well i know you hate it when someone interrupt your business but..." He takes a deep breath. "It's hard for you to know, but someone said she's cheating."
"WHAT?!" I jumped, and I realize I start to exaggerating. "What do you mean?!" I sit again.
"Wheh, sorry! Well..." Gigs starts to calm down. "You know the type of me, I don't really care about rumors but...I ever seen them. For example like hug when they want to go home. I'm sorry to hide it, it's up to you to believe me or not but I saw them." He gulped. "I'm sorry, Dyland. I don't mean to hurt or something or separate you guys..."
"No, I believe you." I calmed down. "Thanks for that. It gives me a help."
"Help?" He stares at me. "You want to break up? I don't mean anything to make you do that, I really..."
"Haha calm down, it's okay. I will take discuss or I will cut this relationship when I really saw her with another guy." We laughed then stop.
"But the worst....I heard she played with Brandon."
****
Brandon and I have a good friendship because we came by the same middle school until now. He also a football player, and a playboy. He always talk to me nicely and share any stories that anyone else doesn't know about that.
Maybe sometimes he's annoying and there're some bad attitudes of him. I considered him as my good friend even if he's bad sometimes.
I ever once think that he just used me to be a popular.
I know he's cruel.
But whatever. I don't care about that. We're guys.
And it's Saturday Night, there is a party in his house.
RIINGG *phone's ringing
"Hello?" I answered.
"Dyland! Would you come to the party?"
"Oh, hey Gigs." I stay away from the living room and go to the top, to my room. "Which party do you mean?"
"Brandon invited you, right? Check your message! He said it to me that he would be happy if you here. It's celebrate his birthday, bro!" Gigs said, and it sounds like crowded.
"Yeah, I..."
"Hey, I'm feeling sorry for you and your relationship so... I just want to help you, it's a cheat way anyway." Gigs cuts. "But if you want to know what's your girlfriend did, tell her that you're not going to come. But don't tell Brandon."
"What??" I'm shocked, don't understand what Gigs said. "I'm not going to lie! And it means that I made a trap for her, right? I don't want myself to break it if she doesn't really do anything." I sat on the chair.
"You don't understand, huh?" Gigs sounds silent for a while. "I just try to give an advice. Anyway, it wouldn't be a trap if your girlfriend doesn't do anything, right? It will be fine if your Keyla just sit here with her friends, and it would be a surprise to see you here." He said. "So there will be two possibilities. A surprise one is good; she's not doing anything and you appears so suddenly and make her smile. Another surprise that a bad accounting; she did something bad and you appear, she's shocked and busted."
"You're wondering about the bad things, right?"
"No..no it's not like..."
"It's okay, Gigs. Thank you. I will call her. My mom is here anyway so I have a reason to not coming and not lying." I grinned. "Tell me when the time comes."
"Leave it to me!"
Then the call ends.
"I should tell her." I muttered. I texted her:
Me: Did Brandon invite you to his party? (07.00 pm)
Gf Keyla: Yeah, what bout u? (07.01 pm)
Me: Great. I invited too. Would you come? (07.01 pm)
Gf Keyla: I dunno.....so..what bout ya? (07.07 pm)
Me: You took 5 minutes to reply? Haha Brandon's my good friend, of course I would come! So would you?" (07.08 pm)
Me: We can go together
Gf Keyla: do u think that I should come to his party? My friends are inviting me to their party too so...i dunno.. (07.09 pm)
Me: Which friends do you mean? (07.10 pm)
Gf Keyla: My friends. u interrogated me :( dnt worry just girls (07.11 pm)
Me: I would be jealous if those were guys (07.12 pm)
Gf Keyla: (Y) (07.14 pm)
Gf Keyla: Should i come? (07.14 pm)
Me: It's up to you hunny. (07.14 pm)
Gf Keyla: Will you come? I dont know what is better to stay at home because now I was sick and can't do some stuffs...or u will come to my house (07.15 pm)
Me (draft): Ooh, I'd like to...
Gf Keyla: JK! You can't go to my house my parents are here. (07.15 pm)
Me: Haha i know u were kidding (07.17 pm)
Me (draft): I don't know it's a joke...i would come
Me: I'm going. (07.17 pm)
Gf Keyla: Uh....so thats it im sorry I can't go. See ya. I'll sleep. (07.20 pm)
Me: Okay, good night hun hope you're okay with your sickness. Get well soon. (07.21 pm)
And she doesn't answer me again. It ends.
Now....let's wait until 10 minuets latter....
This time. I'm going to text her again.
Me: Hey, are you sleeping? I'm not going to the party, cause mom is home right now. Hope you have a great dream. (07.34 pm)
And then...
Gf Keyla: I hope you're good!!! :*
What? What was that mean? She haven't slept yet? Will she go to the party??
New Wordpress
It doesn't mean that i want to leave my blog, but I want you to know about my new account Wordpress.
Visit it please...
hanstalking.wordpress.com
So I think wordpress could be something to share my thoughts, while I'm sharing my stories (I made or some experiences) right here.
I would like to visit both when I'm online. And I hope that there're some good friends who would read about my story.
So....this is all I wanted to say.
Thank you for your attention. I love you guys!
Visit it please...
hanstalking.wordpress.com
So I think wordpress could be something to share my thoughts, while I'm sharing my stories (I made or some experiences) right here.
I would like to visit both when I'm online. And I hope that there're some good friends who would read about my story.
So....this is all I wanted to say.
Thank you for your attention. I love you guys!
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
Take A Break
I don't know is it good or bad to continue the story, sorry. I'm taking a break for a while, actually I'm sorry for myself (because I know there's just me who read it) but thank you whoever visit my blog. Thank you.
Maybe this rate, I'm just tired and I think I want to make some of short stories first.
Make a novel isn't that easy as I think.
I hope if I start a story, it will goes to the end so I'm not curious and feel hard anymore.
So maybe I will write something like what is going on in my life, maybe like that? If I would make a story, it's better to describe my life or a part of me.
Well then, see you guys.
Take a break for stories but I will try to post something else. Wish me great!
Maybe this rate, I'm just tired and I think I want to make some of short stories first.
Make a novel isn't that easy as I think.
I hope if I start a story, it will goes to the end so I'm not curious and feel hard anymore.
So maybe I will write something like what is going on in my life, maybe like that? If I would make a story, it's better to describe my life or a part of me.
Well then, see you guys.
Take a break for stories but I will try to post something else. Wish me great!
Monday, March 25, 2013
Between 2 part 4
*Go home now*
Ah! This job really makes me exhausted!" Sighed dad. His voice was heavy.
"You talk like that everyday but you keep working without interruption." I criticized..
"I;m working well for you, cover all your needs. And about your mom, she really loves to work. Although she just a volunteer actually." Then the conversation stopped, because I didn't respond again. But I don't immediately spend my food, but wait for mom come home. My father saw me quietly.
"Today... your mother speaking as a motivator for teenagers with cancer. Your mom was a good person, dn't worry about her." Hear that from my dad, I turned, then smiled and nodded.
"Yes, dad. I understand. You also a good person." Then we continue eat. Just in minute...
TINK!!!
"Oh Mom!" I ran to the door, then open it. "Mom! You almost skipped our dinner" I hug her, but she didn't hug me back.
"Thank you, Ashley. But, I'm not alone here. I found him... Similar to me. He has the same badge in his bag with... Why don't you see this, I struggled to carry him." I looked down, I saw a young man lying half-unconscious. And most surprised me, LUCAS!
"Jeez ... you're very strong! I know him, he's in my class, Lucas! How could... "
"Just take him in! He can be pain if we let him stay outside!" She panicked, and then I told her to take rest. I know she's very tired. So I carry Lucas into the house.
"WHO'S THIS BOY?" My dad shocked when he seen Lucas.
"I know him. He is a friend in school, even though I'm not close to him, but I know him." I'm honest. I'm not lying. Lucas and I almost never speak. "Mom found him in the street, and carried him here. Right, Mom? "
"WHAT! You lug it alone?" Now my father was shocked again.
"I found him in an intersection, a strange thing. There was no one. I had no other thought but to go home. "
"Did he fight, ma'am?" Now I'm restless.
"I don't know. Well Ashley, thank you for your foods. Can I take a rest? "I smiled at her, and she hugs me.
"Yes mom, I'll take care of everything."
"Okay, and take care of him."
"Yes ma'am." And my mother came into her room.
"Wait for me hunn!" Daddy's calling.
"WHAT! Dad should not go!" I took his hand.
"Why? Dad wanted a break, before there was an office job to be done. "
"There is a stranger here! I'll take care of the food, and dad take care of him! "
"No way."
"DAAADDDYYY ....!"
"Come on, you're his friend. I'm done, gotta go!" He kissed my forehead and left. DAD!
Ohh ... what should I do now?! I'm panic!
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Between Two Part 3
ENGLISH:
January 23, Whoever you are, I’m sorry for opened this.
January 23, Whoever you are, I’m sorry for opened this.
This is Night, but I’m still sitting here read for someone’s story. I know it's wrong to look at someone's diary, but I don't know where to return it. Now nights and I just wanted to go home. I waited from noon till now, who knows the owner of the book or (YA) will go back, but unfortunately, not.
The nights were cold, and I just wear football jacket, no gloves. I'm sorry for whoever you are, but I can't wait much longer. My mother's nt at home, for sure. But this night is too cold for me, so I ll decide to go home. I'll wait for u tomorrow, I know this is valuable to you, but don't worry, I haven't opened all of the pages for this story, yet. I'll wait, but if it pass in 30 days, maybe I'll read it. Maybe I can know who you re, the owner of the book. Sorry I couldn't read the name on the front of book, because it looks like your pen ink is removed, 'cause the water. See ya.
Then I open the cover of the book and see my name erased, because wet. This guy, really, but he s very kind even want to wait for half a day. Then I look at the next page.
January, 24. Intends to restore your book.
I hope this time you came, because I wasn't feeling to save the property of others. This can't be help, I'm feeling wrong to keep the other's diary. You know, it's Sunday and I still come back here. Maybe this would be a long story, because I know I'll get bored while waiting.
Well, so. I didn't want to scribble your book, but since I'm bored to sit alone here, waiting for you to come, I'll try to write something. Like for example, introduce myself. Perhaps you're suspicious or anything, but calm down, this book is safe with me. I don't show this to my friends or something, I keep to myself because I know it's a secret.
My name is Austin Greef. Nice to meet you, whoever you r, but I guess you 're a girl. Unfortunately you didn't mention your name in your daily stories. To be honest, I read a bit to figure out who you are, but I didn't find any. Im 16 years old, and I was still a high school student. Better you also the same age as me, because last night I dreamed you were an old woman. Well, talk about thhis beautiful book, it can't be belongs to older than 40 years old huh. Haha.
So, I live in a place, I don't mean to tell you, but for sure, I just live alone with mymom. My father was a sailor, so he was only at home once in 4 months. Really sad, isn't it? While I'm a man who needs a father, to be taught to play football, baseball, and other things that should be taught by other fathers. My mother was busy, she became a chef or a waiter maybe, I don't know, but she was busy.
Hey, can you wait a minute?
(Shh ... My girlfriend s phoning) # whisper
Oh, she just wants me to come to her house today. Well, about my girlfriend... she s a bit annoying. You know, I'm famous in my school, but not too prominent. While I'm not interested to the girl who wear some make-up, she is. This girl, I just take it as a friend, but unfortunately she thinks more. I thought she was a good girl, but she's not! Should I tell her? Yeah, I ever liked her, but not this time. I ask again, what should I tell her? Oh I really want this like a chat, so you can get back at me and gave me advice. You know, I won't let people cry in front of me,especially if they're crying because of me! I can't be cruel to others, this is wrong.
And, I have to take care of my business on this one. But still, I'm not a bad person who likes to talk in the back. Well, except for myself, but I can'
t express to anyone else, except you. Sorry, maybe you'll search for your diary here, but I'll take it. But when we met, I would return it to you. I don't want anyone else to read it and laugh about it, and maybe they'll tell you the secret to their friends, their other friends, maybe even up to the ears of YOUR friends. Im a thinker, so maybe you saw me a little strange. Sometimes I think too long but you should know, I think for the good of me and the others.
So well, I'm sorry I can't wait at this time... But I'm sure I'll back and wait for you at least in 30 days until you come. Or if needed, I'll wait until you're actually came without any time limit. Even after 30 days though I can't promise for not reading this book, I only ensures your secret is safe with me and I won't lie. K? Bye!
I smiled to myself, there re still good people who care about me though have never met directly with me. I'm really curious, who is he? Even the same age with me. I don't know how can I leave my diary at this place, but I'll remember it when I got home.
He was really great, he even waited until evening. But sorry I can't read the story until the night as well, I must go home.
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INDONESIAN:
January 23, Whoever you are, I’m sorry for opened this.
This is Night, but I’m still sitting here read for someone’s story. Aku tahu ini salah untuk melihat buku harian seseorang, tapi aku tidak tahu lagi harus mengembalikkannya kemana. Sekarang malam dan aku baru saja ingin pulang. Aku menunggu dari siang hingga sekarang, siapa tahu pemilik buku ini akan kembali, namun sayangnya tidak juga.
Malam yang dingin, sementara aku hanya mengenakan jaket football tanpa sarung tangan. Aku minta maaf atas siapapun kau, tapi aku tidak bisa menunggu lebih lama. Ibuku memang sedang tidak ada di rumah, pasti. Tapi malam ini terlalu dingin untukku, jadi aku memutuskan pulang. Aku akan menunggumu lagi besok, aku tahu ini barang berharga bagimu, dan tenang saja, aku belum membuka semua halamannya karena ini ceritamu. Aku akan menunggu, tapi jika lewat dari 30 hari, mungkin aku akan membacanya. Mungkin aku bisa tahu siapa kau, pemilik buku ini. Maaf aku tidak bisa membaca namamu di depan buku ini, karena sepertinya pulpenmu terhapus karena terkena air. See ya.
Kemudian aku membuka cover buku dan melihat namaku yang terhapus disana karena basah. Orang ini benar, tapi baik sekali ia mau menungguku bahkan mungkin setengah hari. Kemudian aku melihat halaman selanjutnya.
January, 24. Intends to restore your book.
Aku harap kali ini kau datang, karena aku tidak enak untuk menyimpan milik orang lain. Ini tidak benar. Kau tahu, ini Minggu dan aku masih kembali disini. Mungkin ini akan menjadi tulisan yang panjang, karena aku tahu aku pasti bosan saat sedang menunggu.
Well, begini. Aku memang tidak ingin mencorat-coret bukumu, tapi karena aku bosan untuk duduk sendiri disini, menunggumu datang, aku akan mencoba untuk menulis sesuatu. Seperti misalnya, memperkenalkan diri. Mungkin kau curiga atau apa, tapi tenanglah, buku ini aman bersamaku. Aku tidak menunjukkan ini kepada teman-temanku atau semacamnya, aku menyimpan untuk diriku sendiri karena aku tahu ini rahasia.
Namaku Austin Greef. Senang berkenalan denganmu, siapapun kau, but I guess you are a girl. Sayangnya kau tidak menyebut namamu di cerita-cerita harianmu. Sejujurnya, aku membacanya sedikit untuk mencari tahu siapa kau, sayangnya aku tidak menemukan apapun. Aku berumur 16 tahun, dan aku masih menjadi seorang murid SMA. Lebih baik kau juga seumuran denganku, karena semalam aku bermimpi kau adalah seorang perempuan yang sudah tua, tapi buku secantik ini tidak mungkin dimiliki orang berusia lebih dari 40 tahun. Haha.
Jadi, aku tinggal di suatu tempat, aku belum bermaksud untuk member tahumu, tapi yang pasti, aku hanya tinggal berdua dengan ibuku. Ayahku seorang pelaut, jadi ia hanya pulang 4 bulan sekali. Benar-benar menyedihkan, bukan? Sementara aku seorang laki-laki yang membutuhkan seorang ayah, untuk diajari bermain bola, baseball, dan hal lainnya yang seharusnya diajarkan oleh ayah-ayah lainnya. Ibuku juga sibuk, ia menjadi seorang juru masak atau mungkin pelayan, entahlah, tapi ia sibuk.
Hey, bisa kau tunggu sebentar?
(Sst… Pacarku menelfon) #whisper
Oh, dia hanya ingin aku datang ke rumahnya hari ini. Ohya, tentang pacarku… gadis ini agak sedikit menyebalkan. Kau tahu, aku orang terkenal di sekolahku, tapi tidak terlalu menonjol. While I’m not interested to the girl who wear some make up, she is. Gadis ini, aku hanya menganggapnya sebagai teman, namun sayangnya ia menganggapku lebih. I thought she was a good girl, but she’s not! Apa aku harus memberitahunya? Memang dulu aku pernah menyukainya, tapi tidak hari ini. Ku tanya lagi, apa aku harus memberitahunya? Oh aku benar-benar menginginkan ini seperti chatting, jadi kau bisa membalasku dan memberiku saran. You know, I won’t let people cry in front of me, especially if they’re crying because of me! Aku tidak bisa kejam pada orang lain, ini yang salah.
Dan, aku harus mengurus urusanku yang satu ini. Tapi tenang, aku bukan orang jahat yang suka membicarakan di belakang. Well, kecuali pada diriku sendiri, tapi aku tidak mengutarakan ini kepada orang lain, kecuali kau. Maaf, mungkin kau akan mencari buku harianmu ini disini, tapi aku akan membawanya. Namun saat kita bertemu, aku pasti akan mengembalikannya padamu. Aku tidak ingin orang lain membacanya dan menertawakannya, dan mungkin mereka akan membeberkan rahasia mu pada teman mereka, teman mereka yang lain, bahkan mungkin sampai pada ke telinga temanmu. Aku adalah orang yang pemikir, jadi mungkin kau melihatku agak aneh. Kadang aku berpikir terlalu panjang tapi ketahuilah, aku berpikir untuk kebaikan ku dan orang-orang lain.
So well, I’m sorry I can’t wait at this time… But I’m sure I’ll back and wait for you at least in 30 days until you come. Atau jika perlu, aku akan menunggumu terus sampai kau benar-benar datang tanpa ada batas waktu. Walaupun setelah 30 hari aku tidak menjamin untuk tidak membaca buku ini, aku hanya menjamin rahasiamu ada di tanganku dan tidak akan aku beberkan. K? Bye!
Aku tersenyum sendiri, masih ada orang baik yang mempedulikanku meski belum pernah bertemu secara langsung denganku. Aku benar-benar penasaran, siapa dia? Bahkan umurnya sama denganku. Aku tidak tahu bagaimana bisa aku meninggalkan buku harianku di tempat ini, tapi aku akan mengingatnya nanti saat aku sampai di rumah.
Dia benar-benar hebat, dia bahkan menungguku sampai malam. Tapi maaf aku tidak bisa membaca ceritamu hingga malam juga, aku harus pulang.
TO BE CONTINUE.
TO BE CONTINUE.
Saturday, March 2, 2013
Between Two Part 2.
TACK! I accidentally kicked the cans, and then picked it up. WHo's exactly throw the garbage on the road carelessly?!!! I squeezed the can, being out of shape.Then I saw someone put the earphones in his ears. He sat in lawn chairs, around the corner from where I stood. Near me. I went over to him, bcause I see a lot of drinks cans and food next to him. I think he was taking the garbage out of place. I dont like people who r not disciplined, in any case. He broke the rules.
"Hey, excuse me. Do you know this rubbish? "
"Yes.? "
"I found it in the street, do you know who threw it away?"
"Yeah." He removed his earphones. "I threw it away, whts your problem?"
"Can you put it into the proper place?" I tried to speak politely, and then he turned away.
"Throw it out! After all, you're the last person who pick that thing." Then he opened his snack, try to avoid me. With so annoyed, I threw the can to his head. TACK!
"Hey! Can't you be a little slow? "He yelled at me, and stood up.
"Oh, I thought you were paralyzed, so you cant dispose of trash" I was mocking him. "Throw this rubbish, now."
"Who are you? The janitor? Oh really, you're sucks! "
"No, I'm not. Dispose of this rubbish, to where it should be, now! "I snapped in a low voice, he looked at me minute, then angriily picking up trash and throw it into the garbage with the rough.
"AR U SATISFIED?" He yelled at me, then put all of his things into a large bag. "You're really annoying!" Then he gone. Wow. Those words are really concerning me, I was disturbing a stranger, well that's an accident right..... Ha!
Great, Ashley. More Strangers exist and see you as a bad person. I sat a minute in the chair,occupied by the last man (someone who goes away). Placing a heavy backpack and sighed. Roll up my sleeves because today I'm wearing long sleeves. I see the sun in the distant sky, but feel a little cold down here. I dnt know how God makes everything so beautiful, I'm really a lucky person because they were given me time to live.
SRACK .. I felt something on my leg, then I picked it up. A little note for whatever da content, but seems to know.... OH! I opened the first page in hurry, then look at the writings which I know a little bit. "It's my book! How can this be here?! I looked everywhere!" I shouted excited, then realized just me alone in this park. I re-opened pages. Then there was written last, 23 January 2010. I really didnt expect to find back my diary!
"Why did this get here?" I looked to the right & eft, but there wasn't anyone. I open another sheet by sheet, and see other writings after the 23 January, which I don't know. A little messy, and a lot of question marks on the sheet. I open the next page and found the same post, and more thereafter. But I start with the first page after the 23rd. Someone writes on my book.....
Indonesian;
TACK! Aku menendang kaleng dengan tidak
sengaja, kemudian memungutnya. Siapa yang membuang sampah di jalan
sembarangan?! Aku meremas kaleng itu, menjadi bentuk yang tidak karuan.
Kemudian melihat seseorang mengenakan seragam sekolah dan memasang earphone di
telinganya. Ia duduk di kursi taman, dekat sekali dari tempatku berdiri. Aku
menghampirinya, karena aku lihat banyak minuman kaleng dan makanan di
sebelahnya. Aku pikir ia yang membuang sampah ini tidak pada tempatnya. Aku
tidak suka orang yang tidak disiplin, dalam hal apapun. Ia melanggar peraturan.
“Hey, permisi. Apa kau tahu
sampah ini?”
“Ya. Kenapa?”
“Aku menemukannya di jalan, apa
kau tahu siapa yang membuangnya?”
“Ya.” Ia melepaskan earphone
nya. “Aku yang membuangnya, kenapa?”
“Bisakah kau letakkan ini ke
tempat yang seharusnya?” Aku berusaha bicara dengan sopan, kemudian ia membuang
muka.
“Buang saja sendiri! Lagi pula,
kau yang terakhir memungutnya.” Kemudian ia membuka makanan kecilnya, tanpa
mempedulikanku. Dengan sangat kesal, aku lemparkan kaleng itu ke kepalanya. TACK!
“Hey!
Bisa pelan sedikit?!” Ia membentakku, dan berdiri.
“Oh, aku kira kau lumpuh, jadi
tak bisa membuang sampah sendiri.” Aku berkacak pinggang dan mengejeknya. “Buang
sampah ini, sekarang.”
“Siapa kau? Petugas kebersihan?
Oh really, you’re sucks!”
“No, I’m not. Buang sampah ini
ke tempat yang seharusnya, sekarang!” Aku membentaknya dengan suara rendah, ia
menatapku sebentar, kemudian dengan kesal memungut sampah kalengnya dan
membuangnya ke tong sampah dengan kasar.
“PUAS?!” Ia membentakku,
kemudian memasukkan semua barangnya ke dalam tasnya yang besar. “Kau
benar-benar mengganggu!” Kemudian ia pergi. Wow. Kata-kata tadi benar-benar
mengenai ku, tanpa sadar aku telah mengganggu aktivitas seseorang. Ha!
Oh great, Ashley. More strangers exist and see you as a bad person.
Aku duduk sebentar di kursi yang
diduduki oleh anak tadi. Meletakkan ranselku yang berat dan menghela nafas.
Menggulung lengan bajuku karena hari ini aku mengenakan lengan panjang. Aku
melihat matahari di langit yang jauh, namun merasa agak dingin dibawah sini.
Aku tidak tahu bagaimana Tuhan membuat semuanya tampak indah, aku benar-benar
orang yang beruntung karena diberi waktu untuk hidup.
SRACK.. Aku merasakan sesuatu
di kakiku, kemudian aku memungutnya. Sebuah note kecil yang entah apa isinya,
tapi sepertinya aku mengetahuinya…. OH! Aku membuka halaman pertama dengan
tergesa-gesa, kemudian melihat tulisan-tulisan kecil yang ku kenal. “Ini buku
ku! Bagaimana bisa ini ada disini?! Aku mencarinya kemana-mana!” Aku berteriak
girang, kemudian menyadari hanya aku seorang diri di taman ini. Aku kembali
membuka halamannya. Kemudian disana ditulis
terakhir, 23 January 2010. Aku benar-benar tidak menyangka akan
menemukan kembali buku harianku!
“Kenapa ini bisa ada disini?” Aku
melihat ke kanan dan ke kiri, tapi tidak ada siapa-siapa. Aku membuka lagi
lembaran-lembarannya, dan melihat tulisan lain setelah tanggal 23 January, yang
tidak aku kenal. Sedikit berantakan, dan banyak tanda tanya di satu lembaran
ini. Aku membuka halaman berikutnya dan mendapati tulisan yang sama, dan banyak
lagi setelahnya. Namun aku memulai dengan halaman pertama setelah tanggal 23.
Message: Thank you whoever you guys who read this...im sorry if I was makin some mistakes when i wrote in English language. This is special practice to speak English clearly, well someone like my teacher is helping me to finish this story...im sorry, I mean to translate it. I wrote the story and yes translated and make it correct, dunno. But after all this is what I can do, so please enjoy and come to visit me agaiin because I'll make another chapter, hope will be in the end... Share this if you like it and I'd be happy and fine. And lemme know about yours too! Just leave in comment guys!
Friday, March 1, 2013
Between Two Part 1. English and Indonesian.
I looked out the window, looked up and sighed. Hour lesson feels so long. I see the sky high there, which complements the beauty of the trees below. Then I looked at my notebook, and then flipping the pages. There are some scattered diary there, which I wrote every time I saw, him.
Now he is looking at the teacher who speak in class. He put down his pencil and chin in hand. His eyes were really paying attention to lessons, while I'm watching him over here. He wass a bit far from my seat, more in front of me. Seeing he's writing, I remembered myself now is writing something about him here. Did he write my name in his note? Did he look at me like I watch him everytime? The more I think, the more I lost in my imagination. And the more time l look at him, the greater my desire to make my fantasies come true.
Shame the note, I smiled to myself. Now I looked at the sky outside the window again, then turned to the rest of the class. Found himself still there, I really liked him. Even now is our 2nd grade, I survived for a year to love him without his knowledge. But deep down, I still always hope; that someday he will realize me.
Kring! And after school bell rang. My class teacher sighed, then go. I cleaned up my bag, put drawing book and my some notes, then walk unsteadily toward the door. A friend approached me.
"You look lethargic today!" She said. She s Selvi, my friend since childhood.
"No. Maybe I'm less excited. After all, it's a new day in the new semester and new classes. I didnt think to continue to feel tense as last year." I smiled at her, and then we walked along. "Oh yea, I wanted to walk. If you want to ride the bus, I didnt force yuo to join me."
[I'm sorry this is the way I practice my english, is that bad? I'm sorry i made this by myself so I thought it was bad, hope you like it and please wait for another chapter!]
Indonesian:
Now he is looking at the teacher who speak in class. He put down his pencil and chin in hand. His eyes were really paying attention to lessons, while I'm watching him over here. He wass a bit far from my seat, more in front of me. Seeing he's writing, I remembered myself now is writing something about him here. Did he write my name in his note? Did he look at me like I watch him everytime? The more I think, the more I lost in my imagination. And the more time l look at him, the greater my desire to make my fantasies come true.
Shame the note, I smiled to myself. Now I looked at the sky outside the window again, then turned to the rest of the class. Found himself still there, I really liked him. Even now is our 2nd grade, I survived for a year to love him without his knowledge. But deep down, I still always hope; that someday he will realize me.
Kring! And after school bell rang. My class teacher sighed, then go. I cleaned up my bag, put drawing book and my some notes, then walk unsteadily toward the door. A friend approached me.
"You look lethargic today!" She said. She s Selvi, my friend since childhood.
"No. Maybe I'm less excited. After all, it's a new day in the new semester and new classes. I didnt think to continue to feel tense as last year." I smiled at her, and then we walked along. "Oh yea, I wanted to walk. If you want to ride the bus, I didnt force yuo to join me."
"Really? I'm sorry I cant be with you, because it seems like my family needed me today to help repair the house."
"Sure, that's fine. Glad to see you and your family get along. I'm also going to make dinner for my mom and dad. See ya" I split up at the school gates, and Selvi went to the bus queue. I chose to walk, like refreshing my brain was feeling dizzy with all the lessons. Im an ordinary person in the school. Known to many people, but not as famous as other famous kids. Unlike him, the people I love. Favored, but would rather be alone. He is Lucas.
[I'm sorry this is the way I practice my english, is that bad? I'm sorry i made this by myself so I thought it was bad, hope you like it and please wait for another chapter!]
Indonesian:
Aku melihat keluar jendela, menengadah dan menghela nafas
panjang. Jam pelajaran terasa begitu lama. Aku melihat langit yang tinggi
disana, yang melengkapi keindahan pepohonan di bawahnya. Kemudian aku menatap
buku catatanku, lalu membolak-balikkan halamannya. Ada beberapa catatan
harianku yang terpencar disana, yang aku tulis setiap kali aku melihatnya.
Sekarang ia sedang melihat guru yang
berbicara di depan kelas. Ia meletakkan pensilnya dan bertopang dagu. Matanya
benar-benar memperhatikan, sementara aku disini memperhatikannya. Dia berada
agak jauh dari tempat dudukku, lebih di depanku. Melihatnya mencatat, aku
teringat diriku yang kini menulis sesuatu disini. Apakah dia menuliskan namaku
di catatan pentingnya? Apakah ia memperhatikan aku seperti aku
memperhatikannya? Semakin aku berfikir, semakin lama aku terhanyut dalam
khayalanku. Dan semakin lama memandanginya, semakin besar keinginanku untuk
membuat khayalanku terwujud. – August, 2009.
Malu dengan catatan itu, aku tersenyum sendiri. Kini
ku pandangi lagi langit di luar jendela, kemudian menoleh ke seluruh kelas.
Mendapati dirinya masih ada disana, aku benar-benar menyukainya. Bahkan kini
kami kelas 2, aku bertahan selama satu tahun untuk memandangnya tanpa
sepengetahuannya. Tapi dalam hati, aku masih selalu berharap.
KRING! Dan bel pulang sekolah
berbunyi. Guru kelasku menghela nafas panjang, kemudian pergi. Aku membereskan
tasku, memasukkan drawing book dan
catatan-catatanku yang lain, kemudian berjalan dengan gontai ke arah pintu.
Seorang teman menghampiriku.
“Kau kelihatan lesu hari ini!”
Katanya. Dia Selvi, temanku sejak kecil.
“Tidak. Mungkin aku sedang
kurang bersemangat. Lagi pula, ini hari baru di semester baru dan kelas yang
baru. Aku tidak berpikir untuk tetap merasa tegang seperti tahun lalu.” Aku
tersenyum padanya, kemudian kami berjalan bersama. “Ohya, aku ingin jalan kaki.
Jika kau ingin naik bis, aku tidak memaksamu untuk menemaniku.”
“Benarkah? Aku minta maaf karena
tidak bisa menemanimu, karena sepertinya keluargaku membutuhkan ku hari ini
untuk melakukan pekerjaan rumah.”
“Tentu, tak apa. Senang melihat
mu dan keluargamu akur. Aku juga akan membuatkan makan malam untuk ibu dan
ayahku. See ya” Aku berpisah di
gerbang sekolah, dan Selvi pergi ke antrian bis. Aku memilih untuk jalan kaki,
ingin refreshing karena merasa otakku
sedang pusing dengan segala pelajaran. Aku orang biasa di sekolahku. Dikenal
banyak orang, tapi tidak seterkenal anak terkenal lainnya. Berbeda dengan dia,
orang yang ku sukai. Digemari, tapi lebih suka menyendiri. Lucas.
My experiment & short true story of mine.
Hi all, i made an experiment; A Day Without You. I'm going to make a love story that may not me, but there is in my mind. Earlier I wanted to tell you, I don't have a boyfriend. You must ask why. Why? Because I live with the love of my friends.Maybe you will say it is crap, but that's the reality. You don't know how great they are! They changed my life, very much!!! I don't even care about any relationship because in my brain, the best, are family and they are.
Maybe yes, there's one of a friend could make a hundred problems but told you again, they can solve a thousand problems for me. Maybe I can't smile without them, and now I realize that I found my love. I was 14 and maybe who ever you are reading this are older than me or maybe younger. This is not too late for the beginning of love with friends. You don't have to get any relationship and believe me this is right. You can be the youngest and be childish whenever you with your friends.
Share somethign...
My friends and also me, we just love some artist. We fall in love with some famous peoples and dream about them, that's we call 'falling for someone' but actually in my heart, love is not those artists or famous peoples. My lovely another family is they are. They just so amazing :)
Well okay, I just want you to know that. How did you realize that your friends are amazing?? Be grateful and everything you look will be a positive one. Believe me and I'm not lying.
Maybe yes, there's one of a friend could make a hundred problems but told you again, they can solve a thousand problems for me. Maybe I can't smile without them, and now I realize that I found my love. I was 14 and maybe who ever you are reading this are older than me or maybe younger. This is not too late for the beginning of love with friends. You don't have to get any relationship and believe me this is right. You can be the youngest and be childish whenever you with your friends.
Share somethign...
My friends and also me, we just love some artist. We fall in love with some famous peoples and dream about them, that's we call 'falling for someone' but actually in my heart, love is not those artists or famous peoples. My lovely another family is they are. They just so amazing :)
Well okay, I just want you to know that. How did you realize that your friends are amazing?? Be grateful and everything you look will be a positive one. Believe me and I'm not lying.
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
Teach Me How
Teach Me How To Blog!
I ever make it in another account but this is was different so please leave your comments dear, thank you so much :)
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